hmmm the seams are ripping and my bones are aching

sorry AGAIN

I realized I haven't blogged in forever so I'm going to tell you what's going on right now and what is happening in my life after that.
Okay so right now I have this overwhelming sadness as though I've just seem someone I shouldn't. Like that feeling when the troops come to the door to tell you your brother is gone. Or when you get the phone call... Your dad is dead. It's not a good feeling. I really want a cigarette but I don't want to get up.
Okay so here is what is going on right now in my life
1 I still am jobless.
2 I currently get along with nobody, love everybody
3 I started upcycling and creating art which is going to harrisburg next week for sale & exhibition.
4 I am running out of money
5 I'm dating ken, he's from philadelphia.
6 I haven't told anyone but we're talking seriously about moving in together.
7 There's also been talk about leaving the country together.
8 I really love my art.
9 I make hammocks now
10 I'm getting a booth in the fall for an art and such fair.
11 My shit is functional which is what I love
12 I'm currently working on twenty different projects
13 I'm running out of time to finish them because they need to go to shelf and I need a full time job.
14 I'm also writing again.
15 I don't think me and ken are going to work out...at all.



Ugh.