2010 what's up!

Welcome to 2010. First blog of the year. Bitch and a little writings for the readers.
I hate my job. Promotions are not what I want in life. I don't want to work for pheaa. I hate pheaa. Who doesn't? Again. Working out? Worst idea ever. I'm doing 10 miles next week on a bike. Getting ready for 36 miles at the tour de cure. Check that shit out!
I miss everyone, carly, meeks, michele, my ex. Oh ken, I love you. I need to blog more but I just don't have the time anymore. Once again I'm trying to build my business. life was truly more interesting when I blogged everyday.

Here goes:
The cigarettes don't satisfy
The way you always do.
God I miss you
And the things you used to do.
The you, the me, & the we.
The lights get brighter
Wheres my lighter?
The wine we brought, you bought
is darker than I remember 5 minutes ago
Just looking for a good score.

and again... I find myself in your eyes
As if I was drifting and along came shore
but we're far from shore.
and thats okay,
we'll be back again anyway
and when somebody steals out clothes
while we float along the waves
this sparkling blue ocean
we'll just laugh and order another round.

I miss the furniture we used to lie on,
but I'm happy with this
you & I and a beautiful beach
Just you and me, begging for sleep
Enjoy the sun, my love. The sun.
Is exactly what we've needed.
through the dire cold winter.

Where did we buy these clothes?
What is that music?
Why didn't we run away together
& who the fuck do we think we are.
I love you
I love you
I love you.


Carly, if you don't take some risk. You're getting thrown in my cabrio & we'll drive into the sun. xoxo