Greyson.

My name is Greyson
I go by Grey
I'm a good person, with good morals. but...

I like to be obnoxious in my car.
I sleep with numerous random partners...some of them still don't have names.
I don't really care about anything.
I live my life to the fullest and still manage to fulfill my goals.
I show up inappropriatly drunk to many important things.
I also have a great sense of style.
I can hold more liqour than you...and I'll prove it.
I never carry a wallet.
I speed alot.
I don't do drugs, only because I can't afford it.
I write for numerous online blogs, I used to get paid until I decided to send in submissions I wrote while drinking.
I am always the life of the party.
I am not ashamed of how I dance after 3 drinks, depending on the strength...9.
I enjoy everyday life.
I love everyone, sometimes too much.
I honestly don't give a shit what people think about me.
I hate working, I'd rather volunteer over seas.
I often wish I could forget everyone in my life and start over
I cannot quit smoking to save my life.
I used to smoke less when I was a wino.
I am a total wino.
I am easy.
I am the cheapest date ever.
I really don't want to have sex with you, I'm just after your money.
I am probably looking around the room for your wallet while we fuck.
I will go through your medicine cabinet sometimes and always your glovebox.
I have the most fucked up fetishes.
I love writing about sex.
I love music.
I will fall in love with you if Third Eye Blind is playing while you blow me.
I am a total jerk.
I am a total liar.
I lie because I'm not that interesting.
I am ashamed of most of my childhood.
I will never tell anyone the full truth about my father.
I am quite intelligent.
I hate one person....more than anyone else in this world.
I love everyone but him.
I love sex, but it bores me to death... I have no idea why.
I don't want to be friends with any of my friends anymore.

Come to think of it, everyone says I'm so interesting but really I never believe it's me that's interesting. It's the fabricated me. It took years to perfect.

Non of my friends fit me anymore. They used to but now I'm different. The sad thing is I love them all so I can't do it because I've done it so many times before. I meet a girl, we're best friends and then I peace out when I'm bored. The problem is nobody can keep up with me anymore. I want to go out and drink and be insane and I have so much energy I could do it for days. Nobody else understands my enthusiasm for anything. I think that's what's so annoying about my friends. They are all so boring it's so maddening. They're working full time jobs and in their spare time they do things like homework or they sleep. When I get off work I come home get a sandwich and I'm ready to run to the river and swim, or go out dancing, or go to a show, or just run around downtown and be crazy. Nobody understands that. There's no charisma. OMG that's exactly what is is. My friends are wayyy too boring for me. I need a clone of me. But I'm too moody. The thing is they can keep up the charisma for a while then they're done. I need all new friends. Minus joe. I couldn't live without my joe.

Free pie with purchase of anal beads.

I totally had a dream last night that I stopped along a magical river for free pie becuase the ice has grass in it so it was like a TON of blackberry and raspberry pie and it was free...so I stopped at this mom and pop shack where the woman stuffed me with pie and i wandered up into the woods and found out it was a big sex shop spread out with a pie cover up... hmmmm

Help

I start work tmr as a drug dealers Personal Assistant. This guy moves cargo through numerous locations. I want a real job.

GOD!

I'm a high class hooker without a cause.
I use notepad for everything. So life has been insane since the beginning of the music festival I'm creating we're now a couple hundred strong. In 5 days? A couple hundred people want to help...that's insane. There's really one person who I want to be involved in this but he's been to busy lately. he emailed me this morning but I'm too nervous to email him back... so if you're reading this I won't write you an email back... atleast I don't think I will. The fact that you ignored my voicemail justifies my nervousness. So call me...we'll talk. I am on hiatus with my boyfriend wtf? I don't know but I just got back from making out with travis in the giant parking lot. I need 100+ acres and my mind is all over the place. Ya know back to the one person, he's one person who I know beyond the shadow of a doubt would def understand the fest and really get whats going on and I know he could be a vital part, should be I should say, and I know that he would be of amazing assistance. Will he do it? probably not because he only msg's me now when he's on vacation and wants to fuck me, And that sucks. But hey he helped me in fla and I still haven't paid him back so I guess I can't really justify my bitching. I need some help I really do. I need to vent. I really do. I have way to much going on in my mind right now and the funny thing is nobody I know has any idea of what I've been up to. I'm in major trouble. And I'm in wayyyy over my head and I am in a really bad position that I don't want to be in. It scares me to death.

Before everyone ran off and got perfect
I wonder if I really was ever as lovely as they were
We held hands and ran, until everyone ran off
And left me standing by myself
I'm sure I looked real cool standing alone
Thinking they would come back and everything would be the same.
The worst corner of my mind
Is the one where everyone ditched me, and wouldn't let me back in.
FUCK YOU ALL FOR DOING THIS TO ME.

I bust tha windos out ya car

&&&I'm not even jewish. I never blog anymore but here's what's going on today...

Roni died this morning. I'm dealing. I'm angry.
I'm dealing. Grief sucks.
I guess I'm in my own form of shiva.

I just had to get that out there... this is what's going on lately...


I started working with this investor who wants to market my hemp shoes in hawaii. He's putting a business together for me but I honestly would rather do this with someone who I know better. Someone who really just gets me. I also want to go to burning man but right now money's a little tight. I'm working on making my life better everyday. I'm going to start working as an aerobics instructor and as a waiter. I need money and I need something more fulfilling. It's so lonely out here when you don't know anyone!