I know...I know trust me it's not that big a deal

hi....I'm running away - again. I believe in the day I was born, but I wasn't born for this....In the last 24 hours I've been let down, I''ve had a breakdown, I've cried my eyes out, the sun finally came out, and I have nothing to show for any of it. Cause my emotions don't matter when it comes to fixing my situation. I'm over it and I'm ready to go...I'm packing my bags...I'm headed for the coast. I can only hope that someday I'm more of a hard ass. this is to one last day in the shadows...today is my day. I gotta get moving