And my dad says...

I have the worst fucking self conscious issues...I swear I feel like I'm drowning in my own judgement sometimes, and I mean it literally suffocates me sometimes, like when I go out, if I'm sober Sometimes I can hardly talk to people because I'm so anxious I make myself sick. And what's more? My reasoning is ridiculous and I know it. It makes me sad. It really does. I just want a hug.