Today's the day. I find out what's going on downstairs with my testicle I'm drinking mountain dew and smoking like a crack addict in withdrawl, my heart rate has got to be atleast 110 and my BP....let's not even go there. So I'm sick to my stomach about this ultrasound business. I'm shaking...couldn't sleep last night, thanking God for the friends I have. It just seems like shit. All the times I've cheated death, and now my testicles could be killing me, are you fucking serious right now? I honestly don't know if I'm ready for this, but I do know I am ready for a hot shower. One step at a time, living every moment like it's my last...I'm off to the Doctors =]
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- The summer is gone
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- Go to hell
- A few more hours...then it's time to go.
- Show me how to lie
- yay friday
- I have interviews tomorrow that I don't plan on bl...
- For the times, just kept on passing
- Another day...wasted
- What's in a name.
- The Lies I tell are atleast heartfelt.
- I WANNA WORK HR
- I think someday I will write again
- You can't stop this, so why try?
- I am art on fire
- See I wouldn't change my life, my life's just fine.
- Out of this tragedy came clarity.
- it's going to rain like never before.
- And you think I should go.
- I'm pathetic.
- I'm terrible.
- I don't care I think this is hilarious
- It's whatever
- You are my heaven.
- Misheard lyrics and the cutie from myspace
- Goodbye Mr.Anonymous.
- bring it on.
- what now
- because im not fucking allowed.
- peace out
- omg
- Another day in Florida
- I am posting way too often
- let's play twister and have a damn good time.
- Discrimination went out in the 90's
- boyfriend or an asian maid
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